God is within her, she will not fall

God is within her, she will not fall

Monday, May 24, 2010

Jehovah Jireh

God never ceases to amaze me with his blessings!!!

I have been accepted to YWAM Charlotte! I am so excited to start my life long journey of serving God. It is insane how everything worked out perfectly. My only concern was how I was going to pay for it...God provided it. amazing.

I had been stressing out a little bit with what I was going to do with my summer. I wanted to serve God and be kept busy. I prayed about it.

God provided me with a job working at a local ministry here for the whole summer with my youth leader and a friend.
I am so in awe with how God worked everything out perfectly.

Jehovah Jireh.
"Our God Provides"

God is Love,
Jessi

Monday, May 17, 2010

God hears me.

So, this is from a blog I wrote on February 23rd, 2009:

"I am a junior in High school, i am beginning to be asked the infamous question "what do you want to do with your life" and as of right now, I'm not concerned with WHAT i'm going to do, but WHO I'm going to be. I know God is calling me into some kind of ministry, i just don't know what. And i am in no hurry to find out, in his due time, he will let me know."

God is awesome.
God is amazing.
God's will is perfect.

For over a year I have been praying for what God wants with my life.
And he has answered LOUD and CLEAR. He wants me in missions. He wants me doing his work every single day. For a long time I thought God was calling me into nursing. I got comfortable and complacent there.
God showed me that comfortableness and complacency in itself can be a sin. It is accepting where you are and rejecting where you could be.
I am so thankful God speaks to me, and shows me what he wants from me.
I am a wretched sinner, and he still speaks to me.

beautiful.

I have been working on praying as though God hears my every word.
He doesn't just listen to the desperate prayers of need.
He doesn't just listen to the praise from ground breaking moments.
He listens also, to everything in between.


God is Love,
Jessi

Sunday, May 16, 2010

anxiety is washed away

I have been praying about my future for a while.
I know God has a HUGE plan for me, and this plan is perfect.
Through all of this He's taught me that I need to rely on Him for everything, and that I should never get comfortable, because He will continue to mold me, and shape me.
He has taught me to live without fear, and to love fearlessly.
He has made it almost impossible for me to hold on to any sense of negative human emotion. Hurt, sadness, regret, shame, anger, anything. When I think about the way that God LOVES me, it is impossible to feel anything but happiness, joy, peace, thankfulness, hope. It is amazing.

I applied to YWAM Charlotte. I feel a HUGE calling from God to go into missions, and this is the place he's lead me to. I prayed about it for a few weeks and decided to go through with applying. I mailed it in last week, and should be hearing back from them early this week.
I have a good feeling about this.

I am praying God will take away any sense of anxiety that I feel.
It is satan trying to plant doubt inside me, guess what Satan? Not gonna work.
Ecclesiastes 11:10 "So then, BANISH ANXIETY from your heart..."
Psalm 91!!

God is Love,
Jessi

Monday, May 10, 2010

Oh how he loves us...

GOD IS GOOD.

He answers my questions.

He has made me so alive.

He has made me brand new.

He loves us. Oh, how he loves us.


North Carolina, God is calling me to you. My prayer is that I see you soon.

God is love,
Jessi