Love & Music

1.3.10 (from my journal)

Love & Music

The downside of the weekend means turning in early, and dreading waking up in the morning.
This is the point that i am at.

But today had brought a new string of emotions, that are rare for the 'last day of the weekend blues' it had brought me excitement for the week to come.
I am excited to face a new day, each day i wake up. I am excited for the new ideas, and new determination this Sunday has graciously brought to me.

I am wide awake, and so alive.


And i am ready.


God is Love,

Jessi

Beautifully Broken

1.19.10

Guten Tag,

Sometimes I feel like I screw everything up. This is why I simply cannot bring myself to tell my best friends everything, because I somehow manage to screw up.
This is an issue.
I should probs fix it, but how?

I also need to become a better listener, and give people the chance to express themselves.

I'll work on it.

On a brighter note, I have the best friends on the PLANET.
For my birthday i got a marauders map from Harry potter.
Jealous?

yeah, i would be too :)


God is Love,

Jessi

Friday

12.11.09 (from my journal)

The weekend. Probably the two sweetest words to a high school student's ears. The weekend can mean many different things, it can mean a time to go out and party with friends. It can mean a basketball game, a volleyball tournament, or a cross country meet. Or for me, it can mean a time to relax, and hangout with friends.

But more importantly, it means two whole days without school. No teachers, no classes, no waking up early.
All of those things are a sweet melody to my ears. It's like waking up on Christmas to fresh fallen snow, and the smell of mom's home made cinnamon rolls in the oven.

It means time to relax, sit on the couch in comfy clothes, reading a new book, sipping on freshly brewed coffee.
It means time to write, just to write, not because you have to.
It means time to catch up with old friends, and time to make memories with others.
It means the best time to take pictures.
It means church.
It means sleeping in until 10 o'clock, instead of waking up at 6.

It means happiness.

Happy Weekend :)


God is Love,

-Jessi

Happiness

9.25.09 (from my journal)

Guten Morgen

Today started off with Bel Canto, Mrs. Brazee was gone today, again. I led the class with the assistance of my trusty right hand woman, Nikohl. Class started off uneventful, the usual "Hey how are you?" "what did you do last night?" and so on. But the morning was quickly spiced up with some of my personal stories, I decided to share the infamous story of my sister Amanda, and her boyfriend Brandon, and of course their gorgeous baby Tao.

I have realized that some of the funniest times that happen to me, or even some of the worst things that happen to me (by making them funny, the kind of situation when it's not funny when it happens, but it is afterward), have a way of cheering other people up, girls I haven't seen smile since school started smiled today in class. I love making people happy.

On another note, i have developed a conspiracy theory against my school, I think that the recycling they say they take to the "recycling" really just goes back into the trash. So, i have decided to hand take all of my recycling to the recycling center. This helps not only me, and my comfort, but also the environment. I may save a tree or two, and I have never been more pleased.

God is love.

-Jessi